~drenched in honey and oil~

2006-07-31T17:30:00.000-07:00

after graduation, i don't have much to do but wake up in the morning, watch tv, sleep in the afternoon, if i have money i'll go online then eat then watch tv again until i fall asleep... that was my daily routine until i found my long lost friends... i never thought i would be this happy in my whole life finding my elementary friends again... though not complete but it was really fun having them back...

TINAY
i've known her since grade 4, we were classmates for 2 years and we were quite crazy back then, bullying the nerds in the classroom... hehehehe... i remember her as that little girl with a sweet smile and i love hanging out with her coz i'm taller than her before, pero ngayon naiwanan na rin ako sa height nyan... hehehehe... i don't know what's wrong with my body...

ARLYN
she's my classmate back in grade 3 where we used to make all of our classmates cry... hehehe... maldita kami nyan... even the tallest gay in the class got a taste of our rudeness... pero ngayon naku napaka-sexy... kaka-inggit... eh ako ang taba ko na... para na akong nanay...

DHA
the crazy new friend... non-smoker, very much religious at ang cinderella ng barkada... kelangan before 12 nasa bahay na yan... hehehehe... i just love hanging out with her... sobrang kulet... pati yung mga baby palaka eh pinagiintirisan... hehehehehe...

JEN
i knew her back in 6th grade, she was a transferee so niyakag na namin sa barkada... lakas kasi ng dating pwede sa bakbakan... but beware of this hot momma, dami nahuhumaling dyan, babae man o lalaki... mahal na mahal ko yan eh... siya ang nanay sa barkada, literally coz she already have a 2 1/2 years old son... ang cute nga eh... tibo pa kami nun nung nagkakilala kami...

it all started when a friend text me, nagiinuman daw sila jen within the subdivision... so i hurried went to the place and found them boozing and singing videoke... kakatuwa... since then magkakasama na kami... it's been 2 weeks since i started getting along with them, and never a day has passed na hindi kami magkakasama, oh well, except those days na talagang mga bagsak katawan namen sa sakit... sabay sabay kami nagkasakit dahil sino ba naman ang may sabing maglakad sa ulanan ng lasing, di ba?... hehehehe... ilang gabi na rin kami umiinom and hindi na namin napapansin yung oras... madaling araw na pala... tapos kinabukasan iinom na naman... grabe... pero wala, masaya lang kami na ganun... kahit may mga problems... iyak, tawa at alak lang ang katapat... basta magkakasama kami... when i'm with them i am free to say anything i want to say, open minded kasi sila... dami namin mga pinagdadaanan sa loob ng isang araw... katulad kahapon nabiktima kami ni sir boyet... dinala kami sa alive alive... sabi samen picnic at videoke... eh weakness ng barkada yung videoke at alak... kaya ayun... mga uto-uto... hahahaha... there's so much to tell about my barkada... pero eto muna... ieenjoy ko muna... then kwento ko ulet sa inyo... next time, i will post our pictures... it's a girl thing!... hehehehehe...

LOVE YOU GIRLS!!!

I'm So Damn Hot!!

2006-06-08T05:03:00.000-07:00

Take the quiz:
which wwe diva are u?

Lita
Your Lita the fiery red-head who plays rough and breaks hearts and a real Punk Rocker.You don't give a damn whether ppl like you or not and you don't care what ppl say abt you. YOU ROCK!!

Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

WOAH!

2006-05-26T18:20:00.001-07:00

Your movie star double is Jennifer Lopez

A magnetic maven like you needs to be played by someone who knows how to get an audience's attention — and keep it. That's why Jennifer Lopez would be a great leading lady in the movie of your life. You've got a certain star quality that makes people applaud whatever you decide to put your energy into. Regardless of whether you match J Lo's glamorous look, her mega-diva glow will help translate your stunning charisma to the silver screen.

Back in high school, were you the one in the spotlight — star of the school play, student council president, and popular girl around town? Well, with your charms, you should have been. There's just something about you that has people screaming for more. But that's a good thing since you probably thrive when you're being social, surrounded by people, or getting out and about.

If some people perceive you as high maintenance, you can just tell them that you have high expectations. If you're willing to work so hard on yourself, why can't other people do the same? So get ready for the new cast in the movie of your life headed by none other than J Lo herself.

Who's Your Movie Star Double?

TUH TAWW!!!

2006-05-18T10:30:00.000-07:00

Yes! the hippies won The Amazing Race 9... BJ & Tyler survived all the mental, physical and emotional struggles treking around the world for approximately 30 days.

Wuhoo!!! Hippies Rule!!!

para sa lahat... as in LAHAT...

2006-03-30T00:43:00.000-08:00

marami akong napagdaanan simula ng pumasok ako sa eskwelahan... may nakilala, naging ka-close, naging kaaway, at may umalis... may mga nakakatuwang pangyayari merun din namang nakakainis at nakakaiyak... may mga teacher at professor na isinumpa, merun ding naging sobrang ka-close... iisa-isahin ko na lang parahindi kayo maguluhan...

COLEGIO DE SAN PEDRO

nagsimula ng nursery... nung una ayoko pa pumasok kase natatakot ako dun sa isang classmate ko na malaking babae na hindi ko na alam kung nasaan na siya ngayon... tapos napansin ko na classmate ko pala yung kapitbahay namin... si beng... at dun nagsimula ang storya ng aming pagkakaibigan... araw-araw halos magkasama... magkalaro sa kung anong mga weird na larong maisipan... at syempre... nursery pa lang kerengkeng na ako... nursery yung first crush ko... wi yves... actually sya yung pinakamatagal kong naging crush... hanggang 2nd year high school yata yun... hahaha... dumaan ang mga taon at naghiwalay kami ng section ni beng... dun ko naman nakilala si tere... naging ka-close ko sya at naging ka-kompetensya pa sa honor... nagkahiwalay din kami ng section kaya dinaan na lang namin sa sulatan ang pagkakaibigan namin... dumating naman si nhe nuon... nung una lagi kaming nag-aaway... sa hindi mawaring kadahilanan... away lang kami ng away... pero lagi naman kaming magkasama... weird... at sa kalaunan, nang sumikat ang spice girls at backstreetboys... nabuo rin ang samahang kinasasakitang ng ulo ng mga teachers mula grade 5 hanggang grade 6... nabuo ang spice girls: nhe, jhen, kenneth, ralph at syempre ako... ang hinding hindi ko makakalimutan ay yung mga nangyari nung grade 6... yun yung pinakamasaya... lahat ng kalokohan nanjan... nakakainis lang kasi bakit nung grade 6 lang namin narealize ni alex na gusto pala namin ang isa't-isa... imagine lilipat na ako ng school eh... bwisit... pero ok lang... at least wala kaming sinayang na panahon nung nasa colegio pa ako... syempre hindi ko makakalimutan yung mga classmates kong kulang na lang eh duguin yung adviser namin sa kaguluhan namin... ehe... pasimuno si mark tapos sunod sunod na... sila olba, jerem, at syempre chain reaction na yan... sinon banag makakalimot sa kahibangan ko dati kay erwin mendoza?... hahaha... ultimo mga teachers yata alam yun... pati nga yata yung nanay nyang librarian eh... stalker kung stalker ang drama... mga feildtrip na sobrang full of sense?... hehehe... oh well masaya yung sa satr city... (HUWAW!!) nyahahaha... after graduation... nawalan na kami ng contact... si beng na lang ang lagi ko nakakausap... at nalaman kong may tampo pala sakin si nhe... at hindi ko alam ang dahilan...

ELPIDIO QUIRINO HIGH SCHOOL

nung una nagrerebelde ako kasi inilipat ako ng mom ko ng school... alam naman niyang sobrang saya ng buhay ko nung nandito lang ako sa laguna... pinahirapan pa nya yung buhay ko sa araw-araw na pagluwas sa manila... gigising ng 4am tapos makakauwe ng mga 8pm... everyday routine yun... so minsan 1 week akong hindi pumapasok... kelangan ko pang maglagay ng bbawang sa kilikili para lang sabihing may lagnat ako... langya mabaho na mainit pa sa kilikili... nasunog nga nung minsan yung kilikili ko eh... pero simula ng magkaroon ako ng kaibigan pumasok na rin ako... hindi kasi ako makarelate sa mga pinaguusapan nila... syempre magkakapareho sila ng pinanggalingang elementary school... tapos ako mag-isa lang ako... makaka-relate ba sila sa spice girls ko?... so ayun nga... nakilala ko sila gracia, carlota, felix at raymond... naging masaya naman ang unang taon ko... pero nung 2nd year... dun ko nakilala yung taong unang nagpatibok ng aking puso... si juan elias misolas... nung una hindi nya ako pinapansin... feeling pathetic nga ako kasi kung anu-ano na yung ginagawa ko para mapansin nya... nakilala ko rin nun si marksam... ok naman yung naging pagkakaibigan namin... at dahil sa naging at home na nga ako sa quirino... sumali na ako sa mga kung anu-anong organization... what else?... eh di dance troupe... hehehe... cheering tsaka ballroom... marami akong naging ka-close sa kanila... sa tambay lang ako talaga hindi makasama dahil malayo pa uuwian ko... wala naman akong curfew pero syempre pupuyatin ko pa yung sarili ko... hindi ko makakalimutan yung mga times na naglalaro pa kami ng agawang base sa quadrangle... panahon ng maduduming uniform, warak na uniform at syempre away dahil nagkakadayaan daw... dito sa school na toh... nameet ko yung first 4 boyfriend ko... si juan, marksam, ob at allan (ewan ko kung ano yun... pero parang ganun na nga rin yun...) syempre graduation na naman... kelangan na naman namin maghiwa-hiwalay... kanya-kanyang buhay na naman... karamihan nasa PUP, yung iba nasa PLM, yung iba pinalad na mapunta sa UP at ako lang yata ang napunta sa UST...

UNIVERSITY OF SANTO TOMAS

Salinggawi Dance Troupe

ang unang pamilya ko sa UST... nung una loser ako... walang kakilala... kasi late na akong nag-audition... sobrang daming paghihirap ang pinagdaanan ko dito... training pa lang ubos na energy ko... dito ko nakilala yung mga ka-batch ko.. sila kami, lyza, glaiza, tintin, te val, kuya josh, te dol, alda, earl, lared, kriz, dane, kuya john, jack... though i don't feel much of their concern... na-feel ko naman kahit papano yung belongingness sa batch... pero minsan iniiwanan din nila ako... ok lang yun... gusto ko lang talagang mag-sayaw... nawala si mama chu at pumalit si kuya ryan... si kuya ryan ang nagturo sakin halos lahat... mag-double turn at kung anu-anong stunts na maisipan at makita/mapanuod nya... tinuruan nya rin akong maging manhid sa mga emotional stress na ibinigay nya sa akin... when it came to a point na sobrang baba na ng tingin ko sa sarili ko... na hindi ako magaling sumayaw... na pangit ako kaya hindi na ako kina-cast... kaya sobrang pinagbuti ko... nag-aral ako ng mabuti sa gymnastics... nagpaka-halimaw ako sa mga stunts... at ayun... na-cast din ako sa wakas sa nestle non-stop kung saan nanalo kami for the 2nd time... pero minsan talagang mamalasin ka... nagkabagsak ako kaya kelangan ko magpahinga sa group...

Bong-Bong

oo special mention tong taong toh... si bongbong ang kasama ko sa lahat ng bagay... nung mga gawi days... hindi masyado... loser ako nun... kasi after class derecho training na ako... wala akong social life nuon... pero nung 2003 nung nawala na ako sa group... i got to spend more time socializing... hehehehe... first time ko ngang mag-disco si bongbong kasama ko... with ingrid and cha... tapos na-block ako sa Saunos where I spent 3 semesters in... sila ang best section na naging ka-block ko... sobrang ok sa samahan... sobrang welcome kami ni bong nun...

Saunos

ang naging 2nd family ko sa UST... updated kami sa lahat ng bagay na nangyayari sa class... masaya yung mga naging experience namin dito... film, photography, advertising at kung anu-ano pang pahirap na subjects na kung tutuusin eh masaya naman... biruin mo napaghubad ako ni krystal para sa film namin... hahaha... inilaban pa nya yun sa UP... grabe talaga... in-espose nya ang aking murang katawan... hahahahahaha... pero mahal na mahal ko tong section na toh... di ba aubrey?... hehehehe... pinakilala rin sakin ni ade ang prendster forums... at eto na... hehehehe...

Prendster.com

eto ang naging libangan ko nung mga panahong nababaliw ako sa studies... di na nadine?...nanjan palagi para sakin si ate malaine, kristina_16... nagkaroon pa kami ng EB... at first time kong umattend ng EB nun... nakaka-adik pala ang EB dahil after nun... marami pang sumunod na mga EB... konti lang pumunta nung una... pero masaya naman... si kuya joms, sheryl, nikki, franz, lloyd, mikki, poch, raffy at ako... masaya kahit na walang ng prendster ngayon... meron din akong naging ka-close sa prendster like si william (the barpins), louie (crazy_luchito), poch (mal_santo), mikki (darkglass)... at meron din akong nadisappoint na mga tao sa forum na to... si clarisse at sheryl... until now ayaw nila akong kausapin... kung alam lang sana nila ang totoong storya... mga totoong nagyari... maybe they will understnad me... hirap talaga pag lalaki na ang gumawa ng storya... ayoko na ngang magsalita pa baka magka-issue na naman... hmmm...

Estudyante.net

nang mawala ang prendster... naglipatan lahat dito... nakakatuwa... nakilala ko dito sila heidi, mariel, jay, daisy, tina, renz, yung mga hindi ko na masasabi... pasensya na... medyo inaantok na kasi ako... basta salamat sa inyo at mahal ko kayo...

Dance Synergy

salamat sa inyo sa pag-ampon nyo nang matanggal ako sa gawi... roseanne, tricia... kuya harry sobrang thank you po sa inyo... kuya jerome... salamat sa mga pina-experience mo sa akin... yung mga death defying tosses, pyramids and everything... hindi ko alam kung may galit ka ba sakin... hehehehe... pero sobrang thank you po sa break na ibinigay nyo sa akin... kahit na ulo lagi ang nauunang bumagsak sakin... masaya pa rin... kasi lifter si luigi... hahahaha... germie ann peace tayo...

4CA1

ang bagong section na umampon sa amin ni bongbong... hindi ko man kayo masyadong naging ka-close... naappreciate namin ni bongbong ang warm welcome nyo sa amin... mga trembling moments sa media law... mga sleepless nights doing thesis... at mga away na inabot sa pag-gawa ng mga requirements... grabe yung mga last days natin... sobrang dreadful talaga yun... ngarag kung ngarag... sino bang makakalimot sa mga recitation kay choa?... rashiel photoshop tayo... hehehehe...

Professors
Sir Bong Lopez - pinakamahal kong prof... such an inspiration to all of uss
Sir Choa - sino bang walang crush dito?... (what's the hair of his color?)
Sir Chua - ilan na yung dila?
Sir Nikki - kahit mali yung bigkas nya ng name ko... at kahit ipinahiya nya ako kay popoy sa faculty room... love ko pa rin sya...
Sir Jeff - photoshop tayo mga friends...
Sir Aldaba - may nakikinig ba sa kanya?...
Sir Al Dimalanta - favorite of all favorite profs ko toh... rock on!!
Mam Pusta - bong thesis meeting daw tayo kay mam...
Mam Guevarra - anu ulet yung sinayaw nya?...
Mam Mamawal - i will miss those facila expression... hahahaha...
Mam Faye - Adrian Magnaye... Mr. Red background... hehehehe... peace tayo Ade...
Sir Tayao - trembling moments in front of him... face to face kami lage sa class...
Sir Mabahague - super crush ko toh... yosi break sa wendy's... hehehehe...
Sir Niel - sir thesis tayo ulet... hehehehe...
Mam Cielo - sana magkatuluyan kayo ni sir niel... hihihi...

they are the professors na mahal na mahal ko... at babalik-balikan ko sa UST

sa mga nakalimutan ko... pasensya na... pero sana makarating sa inyo ang mainit na pasasalamat ko sa mga panahong nakasama ko kayo... mahal na mahal ko kayo... keep in touch mga friends...

this is jengay... signing off...

So so, True

2006-03-12T22:37:00.000-08:00

You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a person who thinks before acting, intelligent and thorough.
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody!
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

What A Relief

2006-03-10T01:14:00.000-08:00

GA-GRADUATE AKOOOO!!! Nakita ko na yung grades ko na hindi lumalabas sa kiosk!... As in... I'm so so so happy!... Kahit na hindi ako gagraduate with honors, masaya pa rin dahil after 5 long years of staying in college, at long last matatapos na ako... Ang kapangitan nga lang nito eh merun akong nakilalang new friend... Si Popoy... Sayang lang ang ngayon ko lang siya nakilala... I could've spent a lot more time with him... Naging ka-close ko pa sana sya.. I'm just so happy rin dahil naging close kami ng aking favorite prof na si Atty. Bong Lopez... He's just a sweet guy... Mapang-asar nga lang... Pero kahit na... Mahal ko pa rin sya... Pero mas mahal ko si Sir Al Dimalanta and Baby Kane Errol Choa... Haaay... I will miss my college days... Yung tipong wala ka ng ibang magagawa kundi umiyak pag hindi mo na kinakaya ang mga pressure na nakalatag sa harapan mo... Haaay... I'm just so happy... HAPPY!!! hehehe... Cherish ko muna 'tong moment na toh!... hihihih...

palipas lang...

2006-02-26T03:18:00.000-08:00

wala ako sa katinuan mag-blog ng mga matitinong bagay... so isang survey na lang ulit ang ipapabasa ko sa inyo... saguntan nyo rin if you want... copy edit nyo sa comments... haaay... I miss my life... ASAN ANG SOCIAL LIFE KO!!! haaaay... this is sick... oh well i am really sick... kagabi pa hindi bumababa yung lagnat ko... take note lumuwas pa ako ng Manila kanina just to shoot for my news report... malakas lang talaga sakin si Baby Choa... nakuuuw... kung hindi... (malamang sa bumagsak ako dahil hindi talaga ako mag-aaral..) hihihi... oh well... eto na yung kapanapanabik na survey...

1.kung ikaw ay isang bolpen, anong tatak mo?

**parker

2. kung ikaw ay isang cellphone, anong modelka?

**N90

3. kung ikaw ay isang brand ng sapatos, anoka?

**nike or adidas

4. kung ikaw ay isang payong, anong kulay ka?

**red!!!

5. kung ikaw ay isang isda, ano ka?

** clown fish... aaaaauuuhhh finding Nemo...

6. kung isa kang kulay, ano ka?

** red!!!... need i say more?..

7. kung ikaw ay breakfast, ano ka?

** omelet...

8. kung isa kang subject sa school, ano ka?

** photography or film production... hihihi... adrian... sabihin mo kung bakit... hihihi...

9. Kung isa kang pagkain na itinitinda sa school mo, ano ka?

** boston kremem, dunkin donut...

10. kung isa kang guard, saang lugar mo gusto magduty?

** sa bar... para maraming fafah... hekhekhek...

11. kung isa kang brand ng damit, ano ka?

** mango

12. kung isa kang printer, mabagal ka ba o mabilis magprint?

** mabilis syempre... mga 2 years... nyahahaha...

13. kung isa kang cellphone, iskandaloso/a kaba?

** hindi noh... quiet lang...

14. kung isa kang koreanovela, ano ka?

**Full House... hihihi...

15. kung isa kang ulam, ano ka?

** Chicken Teriyaki...

16. kung isa kang stuffed toy, ano ka?

** Teydee Ber...

17. kung isa kang gamit sa bahay, ano ka?

** DVD player...

18. kung isa kang beach resort, saang beachresortka?

** El Nido

19. kung isa kang kanta, ano ka?

** rock... oooh yeah... \m/

20. kung isa kang tv program, ano ka?

** WWE raw or smackdown...

21. Kung ikaw ay isang cartoon character, sino ka?

** Pingu... nooot nooot!!!

22. Kung ikaw ay Bahay, san ka matatagpuan?

** sa Bataan... or sa Quezon City...

23. Kung ikaw ay pampalasa, ano ka dun?

** oyster sauce...

24. Kung ikaw ay gatas, anong tatak mo?

** Nido..

25. Kung ikaw ay website, ano ang laman mo?

** PORN!!! PORN!!!

26. Kung ikaw ay Bag, ano ang tatak mo?

** Heart strings... nyahahaha... pa-sweet!!!

27. Kung ikaw ay Bacteria..ano ka?

** lactobacilli

28. Kung ikaw ay pera, ano ka?

** dollar

29. Kung ikaw ay insecto ano ka?

** batewfway

Two for today

2006-02-13T22:44:00.000-08:00

the little guy won the Royal Rumble 2006! Wuhoo! He's got a chance to battle for the World Heavyweight Champion or the WWE Champion. Asteeeg talaga. I didn't even expect for him to win knowing Big Show, Kane, RVD, HHH, Chris Masters, Chris Benoit, Shawn Michaels and Randy Orton are there. All of the wrestlers done all their best but i guess it's just Rey Misterio's size that made him a winner. Hindi kasi sya masyado mapansin sa liit nya. Eh sobrang bugbog na sya from the 29 other wrestlers. Imagine he's the number 1 contender for the Smackdown side. Tapos siya pa yung nanalo. Asteeeg talaga. First bet ko talaga si RVD or si Shawn Michaels pero sobrang nakakainis si MR. McMohan. Gusto ko ipasok yung kamay ko sa TV at haltakin siya palabas ng WWE Arena. Nakakabwisit talaga. Oh well at least Misterio won. Haaay... 4 months or even a year pa bago makabalik si Batista baby. Bwisit kasing Mark Henry yun eh. Hindi naman kasama sa laban nakikisali. Actually ang pinaka-ugat ng kabwisitan ko sa pagka-injured ni Batista is si Melina. Punyetang babaeng yun! Pagkatapos niyang landi-landiin si Batista (to the point that they had sex) tapos idedemanda nya si Batista ng sexual harassment! Anu siya ungas?! Nakakadiri pa hitsura ni Mark Henry. Mukha siyang babuy-ramo na sumawsaw sa ilog. As in tumutulo pa yung mga tubig tubig sa mukha nya. Kadiri talaga! Oh well, basta masaya ako sa resulta ng Royal Rumble. Sana World Heavyweight ang labanan ni Misterio para mabawi nya yung title ni Batista. Hindi kasi bagay kay Kurt Angle yung belt. Hmp! Hehehehe. Inaatake na naman ako ng kamalditahan. Siguro marami kayong natatawa ngayon dahil sobrang affected ako sa mga kaganapan sa WWE, when everybody knows that what's happening is just plain show. Hmm. Media Dependency Theory... hihihihi... Next post please!...

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Happy Valentine's Day
Trina Belamide

It's Valentine's day again
Chocolates and roses, dinner by candlelight
But not for everybody
There'll be three less roses given away tonight
'Coz Jimmy's girl got on a plane
He tried to stop her from leaving but tried in vain
And he'd hand her three roses now
But she lives so far away
To a lonely heart, how does one say Happy Valentine's Day?

It's valentine's Day again
Long-time lovers lighting the fire once more
But it's gonna be cold tonight
For someone whose lover walked right out the door
See, Anna's fighting back the tears
Broke up with her beau for nine long years
And she's throwing her dreams of walking down the aisle away
To a broken heart, how does one say Happy Valentine's Day?

Cruel oh so cruel
Be with your lover and be glad
And if you're without a lover
Well, that's just too bad,
Cruel oh so cruel
No other day like this
Can make you long so much
For the one you miss

It's Valentine's day again
Jay's got the flowers, but somehow it's not the same
Though April's happy
'Coz all he can do is set them on her grave
It's been two years since she passed on
But somehow the pain still lingers on
And no other day can magnify it like this day
To a grieving heart, how does one say Happy Valentine's Day?

Everybody's always worried everytime this season of love will come. Some are worrying about what to wear on their dates, who will they ask out, where will they go for the dinner. But have anyone ever think of situations such as those in the lyrics of Trina? when I first hear the song, it melt my heart and thought how lucky I am to have someone to celebrate this day with. Nakakalungkot lang na while everybody else anre having fun on this day, a very small number of people are lonely, broken and even grieving. Bakit ba kelangan may Valentine's day when everyday should be Love's day? And why is there a thinking that your life is boring without a lover on this special day, when love is supposed to be for everyone. Today I'm not celebrating this special day with Mike, but I will be spending time with my family. Dinner outside will be cool. And a movie back at home. Just chill, not with my beau but with my family.

HAPPY HEART'S DAY EVERYONE!!!

Haaaay

2006-02-07T01:51:00.000-08:00

Major revision ang kelangan sa thesis namen. As in nasabon kame on the defense day. Kulang na lang shampoohan kame nung panelists namen. Haaay. Nakakabwisit. Andaming kelangang gawin. Media Law termpaper, Political Dynamics termpaper, Broadcast news, Immersion (hindi na yata tuloy yun) sa Batangas. Haaay. I dunno what to do first. Kulang talaga ako sa organization. Nakakabwisit.

What do I get on telling the truth? Nothing. Ako yung masama. Ako yung mali. Ako yung kontrabida. First I lost my friend. Tapos hindi nagpaparamdam yung hudas na dahilan (though ayoko na rin). Lastly nag-away kame ni Michael. Just for telling the truth. Inatake kase ako ng guilt eh. Haaaay. I need to go to church. Dun ako nakakakuha ng peace of mind eh. Haaay.

At dahil dyan. Magsasagot ako ng survey.

1.Are you good at hiding your feelings?

:: sometimes... pero pag hindi na talaga kaya.. it shows...

2.How can we tell that you're already irritated?

:: i'm usually makulet and maingay, so pag tumahimik ako... yun na yun...

3.How do you treat the person that obviously doesn't like you?

:: one of the wallpaper...

4.What usually ruins your mood?

:: no ciggs..

5.Who do you see everyday that you wish you justwouldn't see at all?

:: yung tindera ng yosi sa may BK...

6. When was the last time that you had a good cry?

:: hours ago..

7. How often do you shop for clothes?

:: everytime i have the money.. ukay-ukay!!!

8. Who's your long-time crush?

:: my classmate way back in nursery...

9. Someone you just had a crush on?

:: Juan David Bautista "BATISTA"!!!

10. Do you have something that you wish you didn't have?

:: my charisma...

11. Do you sometimes crave for something that isn't there?

:: yup... yellowcab!!!

12. Do you wish to live in a faraway land where nobody knows you?

:: yup...

13. Have you kissed a total stranger?

:: yup... and he became my boyfriend after almost a month...

14. What do you want to do at this very moment?

:: pumunta sa bataan...

15. The last worst feeling?

:: used and alone...

16. How about the best?

:: in love...

17. Ever given your number to someone you dislike?

:: yup... kelangan eh... kagrupo ko kase...

18.What will you say to the one reading this right now?

:: sana bored ka rin para ma-appreciate mo toh...

19. Who do you need right now?

:: my boyfriend...

20. Happy with ur lyf?

:: yup... with its ups and downs..

WATDAPAK!

2006-01-31T20:57:00.000-08:00

Kumusta naman talaga saken. I mean sa thesis group namen. Tatatlo na nga lang kame (kame pinaka-kaunting group) tapos nasagasaan pa ng fx yata o jeep yung isa sa may san mateo rizal. Sa Friday na yung defense at wala pa kaming presentation. At eto pala ang pinakamagandang bagay sa lahat. Nag-resign yung thesis adviser namen dahil may malaking offer sa kanya sa Makati. KUMUSTA NAMAN TALAGA!?! Overnight na naman kame tonight and hopefully matapos namin yung presentation by tomorrow morning. Dahil may quiz and recitation din ako sa minor subject ko on Friday. Dun sa bwisit na walang konsiderasyong professor. Pag minamalas ka nga naman talaga. Haaay.

Isa pang kinakalungkot kong pangyayari. I just lost a friend. Isang friend na sobrang close sa puso ko. Though we're not that close, I could say na sobrang love ko yung friend ko na yun. Bwisit talaga. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko. Why do I always lost something/someone that I love. Ayoko na i-broadcast kung anu yung dahilan. Dahil sa pananaw ko, things like this are supposed to be kept private. Sana lang pagbigyan pa nya ako. Haaay. Sana bigyan nya ako ng isa pang chance to explain everything. Kung malinaw lang siguro ang lahat. Hindi nya siguro magagawa yun. Isa ito sa mga bagay na gumugulo sa isip ko. Lalu ako nawawala sa focus. Haaay. Kakalungkot lang. I mean kakalungkot talaga.

Kung mababasa mo toh. Please give me a chance to explain myself. Ayoko lang kase ng ganito. Mabigat sa dibdib. Alam ko sobrang galit ka talaga. As a matter of fact you can sue me for what i've done. Libelous act yung ginawa ko. Haaay. Sobrang please pakinggan mo naman yung side ko. Kung gusto mo tatlo pa tayong mag-usap para talagang malinaw ang lahat. Please, please. Give me a chance to explain.

Can I Die Now?!

2006-01-17T01:07:00.000-08:00

Kakatapos lang ng exam ko sa Political Dynamics and it was one hell of an exam. Damn! Nakaka-nosebleed! 2 hours is not enough for me to finish answering the 100 items test. Akala ko halos kasing dali lang ng exam namen last night sa Mass Media Laws, pero... Damn sobrang daming names na pina-identify. Though I have made a reviewer for the subject, 10 % lang yata nung nasa reviewer yung lumabas sa exam. The sleepless nights of reviewing is not enough. Haaay. Gusto ko nang GUMRADUATE!!! Just to get away from the minor subjects na ewan ko ba kung bakit kelangan pa i-take. Oh well, kasama nga naman yun as general knowledge. Pero hindi pa rin makatarungan. Haaay.

Today is the 17th day of January. 13 monthsy namen ni Michael. Ang nakakainis dun, wala akong load sa parehong celfone. Haaay. Kamalasan nga naman talaga sa mundo. Medyo nagkatampuhan pa kame (actually ako yung nagtampo).

I'm a sweet, loving person. If I love someone, I say it out loud. Everybody knows how proud I am to my boyfriend. Even through fon, you can hear me say "iloveyou" nang walang pakielam sa mga nakapaligid saken. From the start, alam ko naman na Michael is not used on saying "iloveyou" in public. Hindi ko alam kung bakit hanggang ngayon eh, naiilang sya pag nagsasabi sya ng "iloveyou" kapag nasa shop sya. Nung una dine-deadma ko lang. Pero when I asked him "why" lalu akong nainis. Hindi daw kasi sanay yung mga tao dun sa kanila na sweet sya. Tapos sasabihin nya na hindi nya ako kinakahiya. Alam ko na mali yung mga pinag-iiisip ko, pero wala na ba akong karapatang magtampo? Binabaan nya ako ng fon kaya lalu akong nawala sa sistema ko. Haaay. Nagiging one-sided na naman ako. Pero maiiwasan ko ba? Pakisapok nga ako sa pagiging childish ko. Please anyone? Haaaay.

Oh well. Uwi na ako. Need to study 15 cases for Taxation exam on Thursday. Nakakaburaot talaga! 5:30pm na baka mahaba na naman yung pila ng bus sa lawton. Haaay.

Life Oh Life

2006-01-08T22:17:00.000-08:00

Got not enough time to blog now. Puro readings. Demn! Minsan ka na nga lang makapag-internet ang kelangan mo pang gawin eh research at magbasa ng mga mails. Leche! Oh well, nakakainis lang kasi, akala ko mata-traffic ako ngayon kaya umalis ako ng bahay ng 11am for my 3pm class. Langya, dumating ako ng school 12:30. Bad trip talaga. Natakot kasi ako sa traffic sa Quiapo ngayon eh. Araw ng Nazareno kase. I really don't have any idea kung may assignment or project ba kame ngayon sa Spanish. Major bakasyon kasi ang naganap saken nung Christmas break. Natulog, gumala at kumaen lang ang hobbies ko nun. kaya sobrang nag-gain ako ng 2 pounds. Huwaaaaaaah! 98 lbs na ulet ako. Huhuhu... kala ko mame-maintain ko yung 94-96lbs. Leche talaga.

kumusta naman kayong lahat dyan? May dumadalaw pa rin ba sa blog ko? Siguro wala na. Hmmm. Ok lang. Ala rin namang sense ang mga nakasulat dito eh.

Nga pala, nagparamdam si Sly, i better hide by that name. Hihi. I don't want anybody else to know who he is. This time, itatago ko na lang sya. Hihihi. Ayun, he's just asking me kung pwede kame magspend ng time. Yun lang. NO BIG DEAL. Hmm. And I don't know kung kelan. Pwede, pero ala talagang time. Ala na nga akong time para tumambay kasama yung mga astigin sa Asturias. I miss hangging out with them. Inuman, yosi and the non-stop kantahan lalu na pag nandun sila bem, kuya alvin, jorey and everyone. Haaay nakakamiss lang talaga. IBALIK NYO ANG SOCIAL LIFE KO!!! HUWAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!

Oh well, got to go to class na, magyoyosi muna ako then punta na ng classroom, magtatanung-tanung kung may assignment ba or wala. Wala pa pala akong cases para sa taxation!! Grabe na toh! Akala ko ok na. Merun pa pala. Leche talaga.

Bye friends! Sana dalaw pa rin kayo sa blog ko. Kahit walang kwenta ang laman. Hihihi..

I Am A Responsible Girl

2006-01-06T01:35:00.000-08:00

My kisses are worth more

than a party or a movie,

My body is the temple of God

-not a play thing.

The first "NO" may be difficult,

after that it is easy.

Virginity is stil a virtue;

Lust is still a capital sin.

The way I dress, act, and speak

may be a temptation to my boyfriend.

I will observe modesty,

for his and my own protection.

My parents have done so much for me,

I wish always to be a credit to them.

My boyfriend will be a husband

and a father someday.

He must be a hero,

in the eyes of his wife and children.

I will do nothing to prevent that,

on my dates with him.

I want to be a wife and a mother.

I will reserve my purity and affection

for my husband and children.

If through my weakness I should get pregnant,

I will not take "the easy way out"

by killing my unborn child.

1st year and counting

2005-12-28T02:37:00.000-08:00

Yeah, we (Mike and I) celebrated our first year together last Dec.17. We just had a snack and spend the rest of the day just goofing around with his cam. His dad was so cool. Tanung ng tanung kung kelan daw ba kami magpapakasal. Ehe. hindi lang namin mabiro na next year po. Baka sapukin kame nun. Mahambalos kami ng upo ng di oras. Ehe.

A lot of things happened when Mike stayed here in Manila. It's the longest time ever spent with me. 3 days and 2 nights. Grabe. Sarap ng feeling. Para na talaga kami mag-asawa. Every morning gigising at around 5am to get ready for the morning walk at Luneta. Then punta sa palengke to buy anything papa would think of. Masaya. After that usual kulitan. wrestling and lambingan. Then off to SM Northtohave a walk and buy some sweets for dinner. And a lot more which i will not tell. Hihihi.

These are some of the pics we took...

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MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A BLESSED NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!

from Mike and Jeng

--- Stick Wit U ---

2005-11-22T05:35:00.000-08:00



Ohhh.. Oh Oh..

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
And throwing their love away
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody gonna love me better, Imma stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, Imma stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, Imma stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, Imma stick wit u

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride, in our private lives
Ain't nobody gettin' in between
I want you to know that, you're the only one for me (one for me)
(What I'm sayin' is)

Nobody gonna love me better, Imma stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, Imma stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, Imma stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, Imma stick wit u

And now, ain't nothing else I can need
And now, I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you, we'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you (baby I'm with you)
Baby you're with me (baby you're with me,oh yah)

So don't cha worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you, and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't cha worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you, and you know me
And that's, that's why I say (Hey)

Nobody gonna love me better, Imma stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, Imma stick wit u (come on)
You know how to appreciate me, Imma stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, Imma stick wit u

Nobody gonna love me better, Imma stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, Imma stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, Imma stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, Imma stick wit u

First Day Funk

2005-11-08T01:22:00.000-08:00

First day full of bad luck. Masyado akong natuwa sa pagligo, hindi ko namalayan it's already 35 minutes past 12noon, eh 3pm class ko. Oh di ba? Good luck naman sa traffic and all. I was planning to drop by SM Manila to buy a new notebook pero dahil sa mga kahindik-hindik na pangyayari, hindi na natuloy. While on the bus, i heard gunshots from outside. At first I thought t'was just firecrackers or something loud cracking. Then something hit our bus, glasses all over the place. May holdapan sa may San Pedro at nabaril yung bus na sinasakyan ko. I was worried dun sa conductor kasi friend ko sya and he was lying down sa aisle ng bus, akala ko talaga tinamaan sya or something. Pero ok na rin dahil ala naman nasaktan kahit isa sa mga co-passengers ko. Haaay. I wasn't able to buy a notebook at SM so i decided to drop by a cheap bookstore in Asturias Street to buy anything i can write onto. Then when i entered the building, and took a glimpse who my professor will be, i got shocked to see Professor Larre (the Spanish professor), he's my prof in Spanish class, literally spanish, cause all the instructions are in spanish. (halos mag-nose bleed kaming lahat kakaintindi ng mga sinasabi nya) Exactly 3pm sya nagstart break for 15 minutes then resume until exactly 5:45pm. How was that?! Madalian ang yosi break, kumusta naman talaga duh buh?!

CHX?!?

2005-10-24T21:45:00.000-07:00

Oh well... Anyone seen this pics yet? I just saw it now when I visit Pinoy Big Brother site. Nagulat ako kay Chx... Soooooooobra... Pero sa totoo lang... May ipagmamalaki naman ang lolah mo... Malinis naman sya kahit papano (kung hindi edited yung pics ha?!). Hehehehe... I'm so mean!!! Nyahahahahaha... Oh well at least, wala na sya sa big brother house... Ang gwapo kaya ng "LOVE" nya.... That's litarally his name, Love... Ganda noh?... Gwapo pa at super understanding pa sa mga kalandian ni Chx... Bwisit na babae tong si Chx... Nabihag nya si amboy... Huwaaaaaaah... Si Sam...

Oh well... I better go now... PBB na eh... Hehehehehehe...

Adios... Hasta....

Weird Dream Part II

2005-10-23T19:47:00.000-07:00

We were enjoying smooching at the corner of the bar, he just said that he still love me and he'll make up for the lost time. I was si gullible that I was believing every single word from his mouth. We just kissed and hugged for a really long time. Then I decided to dare him, "dance till you drop" (just like what we did when we met). When we were already at the dancefloor and dancing our hearts out, he held me close and he just fainted. I was in panic mode when he fell. I called for his friends and they helped me carry him to their table. I don't remember what happened next, the scene just flip into another scene. He's head was on my lap and he was resting. After a while, he stood up and said his goodbye. The bar will be closing and we're still inside. I accompany him to his friend's van, and without a word nor a kiss, he steeped inside the van and just looked at me. I walked up to our car and I've seen from afar that he was crying. Our car passed a hump and i bump my head, then i woke up.

Ang gandang gising eh noh?! Untog talaga. Actually nauntog talaga ako sa corner ng kama ko. Hehehe. Nahulog nga rin si Pinky (stuff toy ko na katabi ko matulog). Sorry Pink's, sarap sumayaw eh! Hiihihi. Oh well, pag nananaginip ako ng ganyan, premonition yun na magpaparamdam na naman yung kolokoy na yun eh. Hehehe. Ok lang. Tapos na ang kabanata ng buhay namin. Nasa bagong chapter na ako ng buhay ko kasama ang taong pinakamamahal ko. Hmmm. Kaya ang panaginip na ito dapat -------ERASE, ERASE, ERASE.... Hihihihi!

Bye Jeffrey Ramirez. I've passed the point of deliverance. So long my friend.

Weirdest Dream Ever!!

2005-10-22T19:54:00.000-07:00

Last night, I can't sleep because of headache and high fever. But I never thought that, that sickness would give me a dream like that. I don't want to call it nightmare because, the dream is all about Jepoy. (still remember Jepoy. anyone?) Hehe... It's been a long time since I've talked about him right? Here's how the dream goes:

I was at a bar, I think Malate, and my friends were just having a good time dancing and playing fools of themselves. I was at the bar and grabbing a drink when suddenly a familiar voice called my name "JENG!". When i looked back, t'was Jepoy. And he asked me if I can stay with him all through the night. Ala daw kasi sya sa mood makipag-meet sa other girls and he missed me daw... (wow di ba?!... pati sa panaginip nambobola pa rin!!) Hehehe. Ayun. Basta all through the night magkasama lang kami. We danced, like the way we danced before. Dirty dancing it may seem, ~~it's like we're havin' sex but we're just dancin'~~ but we really had a good time together. Until we finally settle down sa table nila and he kissed me. It's just like waht happened 2 years ago. I was just touching his face and so he was. He keeps on giving me butterfly kisses on my cheeks and neck, just the way i like it.

.........................................................................to be continued

It's all well and done

2005-10-21T20:05:00.000-07:00

My fone is now fixed. Thanks a lot to my mum! Yey, Mike and I can talk again 24/7!! hehe. Oh well, I'm really nervous about the results of my hell semester. I've checked UST site and the grades aren't still updated! Hopefully the rally will temporarily stop on tuesday. hehe. Selfish ba? Clearance kasi namin sa tuesday and i don't wanna be stuck in the traffic coz I'm a bit sick for 2 days now. I'm having on&off fever and my headache kills me everytime i get up the bed. I updated my account thinking I can view my grades on-line.. hmmm.. Oh well, guess I'll be back in my bed again cause my head is starting to hurt again.

Adios amigos!.. Moooooaah!!

Amidst the fun

2005-10-18T10:35:00.000-07:00

Last Monday, I attended our Integration Ball at Bedrock, Tomas Morato. It was fine at first but I really didn't like the food. The pasta was so Italian style. The breaded chicken was not that delicious. And the band that performed wasn't that great as i was expecting. Though they sang lots of good songs. When the band started playing, the crowd went wild and everybody's already partying their heart out. My friend and I just stayed at the bar and watched our colleagues dance to the band's beat. I just ordered a glass of "screaming orgasm" (what a name for a cocktail huh?!). There was a cherry and so I dared my friend to knot the cherry using your tongue. And I did it for 10 minutes while she knot the cherry for about 30 minutes or more... Hehe.. Excellent kisser indeed!..

The night was doing alright. I keep on updating Michael about the happening that night. T'was our 10th monthsary by the way. Until, Lyca and I decided to go upstairs and join the alumni table. I was about to text Michael when i realized that i lost my phone. I was panicking and kept asking all the places I've been into. I almost cried but they give me a glass of beer to make me calm down. So back to what i was doing. I ask the organizer of the ball if there was a submitted lost fon to them and they showed me a wrecked fon. IT WAS MY FON!!! That's when i started crying cause that's our only source of communication.

Oh well, wala na ako magagawa, sira na eh. Kaya eto isa akong pulubing nakikisaksak ng simcard sa ate kong madamot na ayaw ipahiram yung isang celfon nya. Haaay... Bwisit!...

Darnest thing to ask

2005-10-05T17:48:00.000-07:00

Ma'am do you have a credit card?

I was running late sa meeting namin ng friend ko para sa raket... I was really walking fast then this sales girl made me slow down just to ask if I had a credit card... In the first place, i don't even look like i got one... I was just on my favorite faded jeans and my superman shirt... Argh!.. I thought it will be a dance class but instead... My friend... Yes, my very dear friend recruited me to join her networking job.. WTF!!...

Miss alam mo ba kung saan yung Centerpoint Building?

I had my OJT at Ortigas, Pasig... But that doesn't mean I know everything!... Maybe i just got so pissed off by the traffic and the f*cking driver that keeps on texting while driving (I know I should've reported that driver to LTFRB...) Damn!..

Jen, tinext mo na ba si mommy?

Ilang beses ko na ba sinabi sa kanya na wala nga ako load for other network... My sister keeps on asking me that stupid question since Mike gave me my Daylite... I don't know.. I easily get pissed off when she asked me, I shouted at her but I really don't mean it.. Sorry ate... Bibilhan na lang kita ng chunky... ehe...

Napanood mo yung Pinoy Big Brother?

What time did i arrived?... 10:45 pm... Do you think I was able to watch PBB?... Argh!!... I really don't know if anyone's using their mind today... When I got on the bus, the TV was on ABS-CBN, I was even watching Kampanerang Kuba... Then some of the passengers sitting at the back of the driver told the bus conductor to change the TV station to GMA.. So I wasn't able to watch PBB... Oh di ba ang galing?!.. Argh!...

Ok ka lang?

After kidnapping me to that networking agency, my friend ask me this question.. Obviously with a big frown on my face, she still dared to ask me kung "Ok lang ako"... What I need is an instant-money-job (like dance class, so far yung ang part-time job ko) for another session of my graduation pictorial (huwaw.. ready na for graduation!!) How can she be so insensitive.. There are questions that are not always being asked.

And all of these questions are for Tuesday only... I wonder, how many stupid questions would i encounter tomorrow at school... Damn!... I'm not yet finished with my hamster experiment... Oh that hamster, if they won't cooperate with my experiment, I will put them inside the blender... But I'm not that evil to do that to the harmless hamsters... But at least those silly creatures need to be threatened to follow... Hihihi...

whatta day!

2005-10-03T12:40:00.000-07:00

WHEW... I woke up to the voice of mike this morning.. He called 7:40 in the morning!.. Imagine?... I was still dreaming at that time... With my "Cool by Gwen Stefani" polytone, who wouldn.t jerk out?!.. But its all ok, it's my hunny... at least he's voice is the first beautiful thing i heard today.. He called just to shout at me "HELLO!!!" i almost cried 'cause im not used to being woke up that early and hearing such noise... oh well i went back to sleep after the "iloveyou's"... hehehe...

By the way, i would like to thank Moncie for helping me on this blog... I almost delete this one for not publishing all my post... hehehe... It's all in the template... Soooooooo stupid... Thanks again Moncie..

uhm

2005-09-26T02:21:00.000-07:00

this is really making me sick... how come my post aren't published?!... demn!!

9th monthsy!!

2005-09-17T15:29:00.000-07:00

It's our 9th monthsy together!... wuhoo!!!

MJIEKNEG

2005-09-15T01:57:00.000-07:00

a newfound noun meaning two people destined to be together til forever.

~*drenched in honey and oil*~