Tuesday, January 31, 2006

[[*--WATDAPAK!--*]]

Kumusta naman talaga saken. I mean sa thesis group namen. Tatatlo na nga lang kame (kame pinaka-kaunting group) tapos nasagasaan pa ng fx yata o jeep yung isa sa may san mateo rizal. Sa Friday na yung defense at wala pa kaming presentation. At eto pala ang pinakamagandang bagay sa lahat. Nag-resign yung thesis adviser namen dahil may malaking offer sa kanya sa Makati. KUMUSTA NAMAN TALAGA!?! Overnight na naman kame tonight and hopefully matapos namin yung presentation by tomorrow morning. Dahil may quiz and recitation din ako sa minor subject ko on Friday. Dun sa bwisit na walang konsiderasyong professor. Pag minamalas ka nga naman talaga. Haaay.

Isa pang kinakalungkot kong pangyayari. I just lost a friend. Isang friend na sobrang close sa puso ko. Though we're not that close, I could say na sobrang love ko yung friend ko na yun. Bwisit talaga. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko. Why do I always lost something/someone that I love. Ayoko na i-broadcast kung anu yung dahilan. Dahil sa pananaw ko, things like this are supposed to be kept private. Sana lang pagbigyan pa nya ako. Haaay. Sana bigyan nya ako ng isa pang chance to explain everything. Kung malinaw lang siguro ang lahat. Hindi nya siguro magagawa yun. Isa ito sa mga bagay na gumugulo sa isip ko. Lalu ako nawawala sa focus. Haaay. Kakalungkot lang. I mean kakalungkot talaga.

Kung mababasa mo toh. Please give me a chance to explain myself. Ayoko lang kase ng ganito. Mabigat sa dibdib. Alam ko sobrang galit ka talaga. As a matter of fact you can sue me for what i've done. Libelous act yung ginawa ko. Haaay. Sobrang please pakinggan mo naman yung side ko. Kung gusto mo tatlo pa tayong mag-usap para talagang malinaw ang lahat. Please, please. Give me a chance to explain.

[[ trapped in a trance]]*|8:57 PM|

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

[[*--Can I Die Now?!--*]]

Kakatapos lang ng exam ko sa Political Dynamics and it was one hell of an exam. Damn! Nakaka-nosebleed! 2 hours is not enough for me to finish answering the 100 items test. Akala ko halos kasing dali lang ng exam namen last night sa Mass Media Laws, pero... Damn sobrang daming names na pina-identify. Though I have made a reviewer for the subject, 10 % lang yata nung nasa reviewer yung lumabas sa exam. The sleepless nights of reviewing is not enough. Haaay. Gusto ko nang GUMRADUATE!!! Just to get away from the minor subjects na ewan ko ba kung bakit kelangan pa i-take. Oh well, kasama nga naman yun as general knowledge. Pero hindi pa rin makatarungan. Haaay.

Today is the 17th day of January. 13 monthsy namen ni Michael. Ang nakakainis dun, wala akong load sa parehong celfone. Haaay. Kamalasan nga naman talaga sa mundo. Medyo nagkatampuhan pa kame (actually ako yung nagtampo).

I'm a sweet, loving person. If I love someone, I say it out loud. Everybody knows how proud I am to my boyfriend. Even through fon, you can hear me say "iloveyou" nang walang pakielam sa mga nakapaligid saken. From the start, alam ko naman na Michael is not used on saying "iloveyou" in public. Hindi ko alam kung bakit hanggang ngayon eh, naiilang sya pag nagsasabi sya ng "iloveyou" kapag nasa shop sya. Nung una dine-deadma ko lang. Pero when I asked him "why" lalu akong nainis. Hindi daw kasi sanay yung mga tao dun sa kanila na sweet sya. Tapos sasabihin nya na hindi nya ako kinakahiya. Alam ko na mali yung mga pinag-iiisip ko, pero wala na ba akong karapatang magtampo? Binabaan nya ako ng fon kaya lalu akong nawala sa sistema ko. Haaay. Nagiging one-sided na naman ako. Pero maiiwasan ko ba? Pakisapok nga ako sa pagiging childish ko. Please anyone? Haaaay.

Oh well. Uwi na ako. Need to study 15 cases for Taxation exam on Thursday. Nakakaburaot talaga! 5:30pm na baka mahaba na naman yung pila ng bus sa lawton. Haaay.

[[ trapped in a trance]]*|1:07 AM|

Sunday, January 08, 2006

[[*--Life Oh Life--*]]

Got not enough time to blog now. Puro readings. Demn! Minsan ka na nga lang makapag-internet ang kelangan mo pang gawin eh research at magbasa ng mga mails. Leche! Oh well, nakakainis lang kasi, akala ko mata-traffic ako ngayon kaya umalis ako ng bahay ng 11am for my 3pm class. Langya, dumating ako ng school 12:30. Bad trip talaga. Natakot kasi ako sa traffic sa Quiapo ngayon eh. Araw ng Nazareno kase. I really don't have any idea kung may assignment or project ba kame ngayon sa Spanish. Major bakasyon kasi ang naganap saken nung Christmas break. Natulog, gumala at kumaen lang ang hobbies ko nun. kaya sobrang nag-gain ako ng 2 pounds. Huwaaaaaaah! 98 lbs na ulet ako. Huhuhu... kala ko mame-maintain ko yung 94-96lbs. Leche talaga.

kumusta naman kayong lahat dyan? May dumadalaw pa rin ba sa blog ko? Siguro wala na. Hmmm. Ok lang. Ala rin namang sense ang mga nakasulat dito eh.

Nga pala, nagparamdam si Sly, i better hide by that name. Hihi. I don't want anybody else to know who he is. This time, itatago ko na lang sya. Hihihi. Ayun, he's just asking me kung pwede kame magspend ng time. Yun lang. NO BIG DEAL. Hmm. And I don't know kung kelan. Pwede, pero ala talagang time. Ala na nga akong time para tumambay kasama yung mga astigin sa Asturias. I miss hangging out with them. Inuman, yosi and the non-stop kantahan lalu na pag nandun sila bem, kuya alvin, jorey and everyone. Haaay nakakamiss lang talaga. IBALIK NYO ANG SOCIAL LIFE KO!!! HUWAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!

Oh well, got to go to class na, magyoyosi muna ako then punta na ng classroom, magtatanung-tanung kung may assignment ba or wala. Wala pa pala akong cases para sa taxation!! Grabe na toh! Akala ko ok na. Merun pa pala. Leche talaga.

Bye friends! Sana dalaw pa rin kayo sa blog ko. Kahit walang kwenta ang laman. Hihihi..

[[ trapped in a trance]]*|10:17 PM|

Friday, January 06, 2006

[[*--I Am A Responsible Girl--*]]

My kisses are worth more
than a party or a movie,
My body is the temple of God
-not a play thing.
The first "NO" may be difficult,
after that it is easy.
Virginity is stil a virtue;
Lust is still a capital sin.
The way I dress, act, and speak
may be a temptation to my boyfriend.
I will observe modesty,
for his and my own protection.
My parents have done so much for me,
I wish always to be a credit to them.
My boyfriend will be a husband
and a father someday.
He must be a hero,
in the eyes of his wife and children.
I will do nothing to prevent that,
on my dates with him.
I want to be a wife and a mother.
I will reserve my purity and affection
for my husband and children.
If through my weakness I should get pregnant,
I will not take "the easy way out"
by killing my unborn child.

[[ trapped in a trance]]*|1:35 AM|














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